Dysphoria City Limits

by Matty Grace

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1.
despondent and inconsolable i cycle through these racing thoughts engulf me and take me down avoidant and unavoidable repeatedly counting the seconds i have lost misaligned from the body i was born into fighting for an upside fighting to re-form avoidant and unavoidable fighting for an upside fighting to re-form fighting to conform
2.
tension fills the air in this room a twenty year old shouting match leave it all behind leave it all behind leave it all behind a gentle acknowledgement of former acquaintances not friends but friendly tension fills the air in this room tension fills the air in this room tension fills the air in this room tension fills the air in this room leave it all behind leave it all behind leave it all behind leave it all behind im alive but barely moving nicotine and thc just keep me awake im alive but barely moving nicotine and thc just keep me awake keep me awake
3.
breathe in and begin finding the moments i can bare to live in freeze or fawn i can barely leave what street am I on the ashes from my last cigarette stain my fingers sitting in the silence to let this feeling linger to let this feeling linger continue the trend counting moments i can barely live in frozen shut im left with nothing but a jagged rut the ashes from my last cigarette stain my fingers sitting in the silence to let this feeling linger to let this feeling linger and it goes on and on continue the trend counting moments i can barely live in
4.
another burned out day I missed another day of living in this twiddling my thumbs for motivation to come along another yellow light for me another question of what does this have to mean what does this have to mean? this always seems to be that every moment is fleeting and every passerby is just another inevitable dissapointment and with each passing day im left to wonder where i go and why do i stay another burned out day I missed another day of living in this another yellow light for me and i keep pushing onwards and i keep pushing onwards and i keep pushing forward and onwards and forward and onwards and forward and onwards another burned out day i missed another day of living in this

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These songs were written and recorded in late summer of 2021. They are raw and they are honest reflections of my head space of the past few months. Thanks for listening.

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released October 1, 2021

Engineered by Matty Grace
Mixed and Mastered by Robert Drisdelle

Matty Grace - Guitars/Vocals
Kay Slauenwhite - Additional vocals on Dysphoria City Limits

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