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Dysphoria City Limits
02:44
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despondent and inconsolable
i cycle through these racing thoughts
engulf me
and take me down
avoidant and unavoidable
repeatedly counting the seconds i have lost
misaligned from the body i was born into
fighting for an upside
fighting to re-form
avoidant and unavoidable
fighting for an upside
fighting to re-form
fighting to conform
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tension fills the air in this room
a twenty year old shouting match
leave it all behind
leave it all behind
leave it all behind
a gentle acknowledgement of former acquaintances
not friends but friendly
tension fills the air in this room
tension fills the air in this room
tension fills the air in this room
tension fills the air in this room
leave it all behind
leave it all behind
leave it all behind
leave it all behind
im alive but barely moving
nicotine and thc just keep me awake
im alive but barely moving
nicotine and thc just keep me awake
keep me awake
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Repeating Numbers
01:42
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breathe in and begin
finding the moments i can bare to live in
freeze or fawn
i can barely leave
what street am I on
the ashes from my last cigarette stain my fingers
sitting in the silence to let this feeling linger
to let this feeling linger
continue the trend
counting moments i can barely live in
frozen shut
im left with nothing but a jagged rut
the ashes from my last cigarette stain my fingers
sitting in the silence to let this feeling linger
to let this feeling linger
and it goes on and on
continue the trend
counting moments i can barely live in
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another burned out day I missed
another day of living in this
twiddling my thumbs for motivation to come along
another yellow light for me
another question of what does this have to mean
what does this have to mean?
this always seems to be
that every moment is fleeting
and every passerby is just another inevitable dissapointment
and with each passing day im left to wonder
where i go
and why do i stay
another burned out day I missed
another day of living in this
another yellow light for me
and i keep pushing onwards
and i keep pushing onwards
and i keep pushing forward and onwards
and forward and onwards
and forward and onwards
another burned out day i missed
another day of living in this
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Matty Grace
(She/they)
Writer of Sad Songs
Prolific to a fault
High Trash Media
Tarantula Tapes
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