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Originally by Future Girls

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am i ghost
just a shadow in the wind
flickering the lights off and on again
can you hear me calling out my crimes
or am i just not worth the time
am i invisible to everybody else
distort this perception of myself
days go from long to short and back
i still dont know how i should react

do i even exist at all
keep waiting to break my own fall
do i even exist at all

am i stagnating or just staring at the wall
spring has faded into my oncoming fall
who knows where ill be the next time
october comes to claim my mind
and then the cycle begins again
downturn this recovery to resurrection
i close my eyes with blinking fists
and im left to wonder what if i dont exist

hood up, eyes down
i walk downtown
mumbling sorry
and apologies to everyone i meet

do i even exist at all
keep waiting to break my own fall
do i even exist at all

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from Blemishes & Scars: A Collection, released March 3, 2023

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Matty Grace

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Writer of Sad Songs
Prolific to a fault

High Trash Media
Tarantula Tapes

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